Loner

I'm in the middle of my Summer Holidays and I've been out about, 5 times and this is not including going out with parents for erins. So a month of summer holidays and I've been out about 5 times, sad right? Sadder part was I thought i had a decent group of friends and not sounding up myself, I have groups from other schools and like and they're all busy like everyday, I'm not mad at them, really. Well just a bit but thats not the point. It's just really sad, how I thought I had all of these friends while I've only been out 5 times out of 30 days of my Summer Holidays...